MIXED BLOOD

                  In this valley all alone I feel so far away from home.

                  The home of spirit, of blood and history. The story of my heart cries to me.

                  Mixed blood, half-breed, wannabee twinkie, culture vulture, the people shout at me.

                  You have no right. You are not full blood. It doesn't matter what you say, you're not one of us.

                  I turn to my people, my Ancestry I am Indian I shout loud in the lonely valley.

                  An echo returns from the mountains that encircle me you are my child, what you are meant to be.

                  Your Ancestors walked the footsteps of many tribes. And with that comes wisdom none can deny. They suffered, died and fought for their lives and yes, stood in that lonely valley and cried.

                  But the mountains that encircled them did echo, you are not alone you are very special. And the most beautiful voice I did hear whispered then shouted for all to hear.

                  You are Indian!

                  For it is more than blood or a card, it's more than fighting the maddening crowd. The ones who shout and stare with scorn, are not the ones in in which an Indian is born.

                  It is spirit, it is heart, it's the voices of your Ancestors and yes, my child, the shout. The shout of my voice, which speaks with truth. You are who you are and this no one can dispute.

                  You walk this land with love in your heart. You respect our Mother. You reach out to another. You pray with spirit and hold dear what you have been taught. You know what you know in your soul And this cannot be bought.

                  So, woman in the valley all alone look around. For there are many others just like you. Rejected with scorn by those who shout I am a full blood, and you don't count.

                  You count. For you walk this Road, not one paved with ease but burdened with pain. Not easy not vain. Tears and misery face you, for you are Indian. Scorn and hatred does not come from a REAL Indian.

                  And the valley is filled with many voices which shout. You are not alone we are here and we count!

                  The blood that runs throughout our veins is the blood of the Indian that will always remain. When this time passes and it is long ago, you will have known that you stood in this valley and you were never alone.

                  Svhyeyi Aga ©

                  Evening Rain - Cherokee

                  May 12, 2000

                  Dedicated in respect to all who have felt this pain. For we are truly Indian.

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